The End is near!

2010 is coming to an end...

A new year call forth of new things, new thoughts and new resolutions. It is about time to reflect on the year before and try to have a better next year as everyone would do.

It’s not my usual to see the New Year with such importance and significance. It just appears to me that it’s another day just as important as any other. If one does not see the importance of any other ‘ordinary’ day, I don’t see why they would treasure this day above all else. To me, it’s probably just the last day I would write the date ending with a -10, replaced by -11. Is that worth celebrating?

That being said, the year of 2011 does bring a great significance and change to my life. If any year is that life-changing and determinant of my future, 2011 will be the year, until of course another comes around. It is also my new found insight of the 2010 that gave me this feel of change or maybe it’s just a hunch of the need to change. Patience, in time, everything will be revealed to us, I believe.

2011 is pretty important to me because of a few major events pending on my life. One would be my nationality status. Depending how my IELTS goes, I would be applying my PR or TR which does really change a lot of things. And then it is my graduation which its significance comes not from the mere ceremony but the representation of me leaving the educational world and making a step into the working world. My first job would be a very detrimental factor to my life so it does really all boil down to 2011. Career, wealth, education and personal development events are all focused on this year, lest the romance part which I am never sure how it goes.

Given its eventful significance, it (2011) also signifies a new journey for the soul. I realized how many mistakes I made in the past which emerged more clearly to me in 2010 and to my regret, most are permanent. But it’s never too late to stop it right? I found my blog pretty boring as most important occurrence and observations in my life are actually not recorded here, but in my treasure diary. I believe I have to discard one as the other would have no soul in it. I gave much thought to this and I guess keeping a diary is way too old-fashioned, even for me. xD

So for the few boring people who really still care, I guess this blog will have more personal stuff into it and even times offend many, I will lock some post time to time when I see fit but I think I have nothing to hide. So have a Happy New Year for it will really be a brand new one!



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Twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder where you ...are?

Of to china tonight, and the weather(temp) just dropped drastically and its now -1 degrees !! Im gonna freeze to death if it snow cause i'm so not prepared for this kinda weather. Wish me luck!!!

A post before i leave for my 2 week vacation.

It's been a while since i'm back, and i feel worlds apart. Liken the earth to the star.

On the Earth, the humans have so many stories to tell, so much to say so interested in the shinning star, elegant and beautiful in their eyes.They wanted to know everything about the distant star they admired from eons ago.

When they finally get near, they realized that the star is but a sun in a different galaxy, melting the earth away if they get closer. All the thought and words, hope and desires were burnt away, like rocks sucked into a black hole, never to be found.

It was then they realized, we were from different galaxies. Maybe the earth is the one drifting apart, into the a different space, yet it though it could fit in just like any planet. As the sun of the universe, there were planets surrounding it. The earth could get no closer, only to feel the sunlight and warm breeze a far. It will be a fool's dream to get close enough to the sun, landing on it is practically impossible. Humans should've known earlier. No, they knew it all along, ages ago. But yet, they have this tiny glimmer of hope, never letting go of it, thinking of the impossible. That one day, they have the courage and power to land on the sun and get to know it better.

For now, the dream is merely drifting further away. The humans should have know, they could only land on the moon, and therefore should find one to land on. Not a star, not a sun.

What an emo post! Hopefully i cheer up after the vac.

Imagine

Can anything be the same, after enduring the winds of change?

Met up with some my old class and college mates recently and found that so much have changed, with them and maybe me as well. I wonder if going into the working world really changes someone? Does the stress, the responsibilities and the burden makes one more mature? Does they make one more realistic?

Or maybe i have not grown in the past year, living in some idealistic world of mine. But i still believe in all those dream i speak of when i was then young, don't think i will ever lose faith in them. Maybe they would now all think that i am being naive, but i thought we all once thought it is achievable. What changed? Have everyone grown-up except me?

No matter. I am always an outlier not by brilliance but by ideals and believe and i won't mind being so forevermore. I should do something, to change it all, to make it possible. Not for everyone or anyone but myself, to show that every reality begins nothing more than a dream.

For now, i shall indulge in the idealistic believe made immortal by words of John Lennon. People, friends, please Imagine once more...