Story of my life right now. Almost.
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6.11.12
Let the... Skyfall !
It's hard fighting a losing battle. Harder yet if you know it will never end.
Sometimes, we'd all laugh out loud when we spot a cheesy film plot development. Too often it is that the main villain turn out to be a father/mother/lover/close one of our most beloved protagonist. We'll then watch un-excitedly how our hero struggle in agony to choose between justice and morality. But what do you know, these shit do happen and you will never comprehend the agony until you've been in one of these internal struggle that will crumble the very foundation of your beliefs.
Seriously, what'd you do when you are stuck between family values and righteousness? It'd be easy to brag and justify choosing to do what's right but when you are really up to the moment of action, can you say you will not waver? No matter what, your family had done so much for you; they've born you, fed you, nurture you and educate you. Even the very opportunity of learning to distinguish between right from wrong were given to you by them. But then again, can you stand to see such wrong and selfish act being carried out by the ones you love albeit every inch of your consciousness screams for justice?
Normally, faced with such situation, i would always find a way to stall and squeeze myself away in such situations. But not anymore. This time its too big and too serious to ignore. I guess i've been such a coward all along, running away from my problems and thinking it was witty to avoid them. Life's not all butterfly and roses. This time i learn the hard way that one must learn to man up and make sacrifices in order to live through it. I guess i didn't realize i've been living in my own cocoon of imaginary heaven, until the sky, starts falling on me...
So let the skyfall...
When it crumbles...
Will I stand tall?
And face it all?
Or i'll just... fall?
And give it up, all ...
Sometimes, we'd all laugh out loud when we spot a cheesy film plot development. Too often it is that the main villain turn out to be a father/mother/lover/close one of our most beloved protagonist. We'll then watch un-excitedly how our hero struggle in agony to choose between justice and morality. But what do you know, these shit do happen and you will never comprehend the agony until you've been in one of these internal struggle that will crumble the very foundation of your beliefs.
Seriously, what'd you do when you are stuck between family values and righteousness? It'd be easy to brag and justify choosing to do what's right but when you are really up to the moment of action, can you say you will not waver? No matter what, your family had done so much for you; they've born you, fed you, nurture you and educate you. Even the very opportunity of learning to distinguish between right from wrong were given to you by them. But then again, can you stand to see such wrong and selfish act being carried out by the ones you love albeit every inch of your consciousness screams for justice?
Normally, faced with such situation, i would always find a way to stall and squeeze myself away in such situations. But not anymore. This time its too big and too serious to ignore. I guess i've been such a coward all along, running away from my problems and thinking it was witty to avoid them. Life's not all butterfly and roses. This time i learn the hard way that one must learn to man up and make sacrifices in order to live through it. I guess i didn't realize i've been living in my own cocoon of imaginary heaven, until the sky, starts falling on me...
So let the skyfall...
When it crumbles...
Will I stand tall?
And face it all?
Or i'll just... fall?
And give it up, all ...
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