The Human world

It all started once again, just like how it began.

It seems like just yesterday that i had first came to Australia, and now the one year is about to end. It was an enjoyable and life changing experience for me, for i have learned, grow and matured. A little by little, i see the world a bit more.

I restarted this blog, for the exact same reasons i stopped it, but with a renewed flame, a different purpose and a different light. I had always been an observer. Taking the like to be in the sidewalks, out of the light, out of the box. Peering in through the old dusty window, looking, observing and wondering the why's and how's of the world. I do not enjoy being in the center of attention, for it is difficult to see anything from that angle. And perhaps i saw too much, like a muted seer, he sees but cannot speak, know but could now help.

The world is heaven by itself, for it housed many bizarre things and people yet living in a peaceful harmonic way that makes everything seems so, perfect. It is fun and enlightening to look at different people, how the behave, react and what they do in different situations. I came to realize that everyone did what they do for a reason. Because this is how the world works. But the problem lies within that reason for most reasons involves greed, pride, lust or some sinful desire. I am not an pessimist, but rather a realist. People tend to deny because they fear the truth, the fact that most people are selfish bunch lived for their own purpose. Of course there will always be exceptions.

It is pretty amazing what you can see just by sitting at the sidewalk. Recently, i just saw a situation, a scenario, that 6 people was involved in. And when the 7th ask for details, they all told different stories. I was fortunate enough to hear them all, i and laughed in disbelieve. For no many told the what really happened, or should i say, not many told what happened at all. What they say was what they thought had happened, because the added in views of their own, their own prejudice, their own perceptions and bias. And the way they could have shaped the story in their own manner putting them at the pinnacle of the situation is superb.

People are interesting. There is no right or wrong in that matter, just a matter of angle and perceptions. And the fact that when a opportunity presents itself, you can see the true nature of the person displayed at raw, unfiltered, unhidden, unmasked. Which promts me to this blog once again.

I stopped because i saw how ugly the world could have been, and i am unable to help, nor change anything. Then i realized i am not suppose to do anything. Because one can never change a human's nature unless he changes that of his own.

True change come from within.