Fading Dreams or Melding Reality?

"Is it that dreams are fading away, or reality taking over?"

Everyone had a childhood dream. Me, many. But as we grow, these dream becomes smaller, or shall i say more 'practical'. From a being a superhero saving the world, to hero of your own world saving yourself; From a doctor saving millions of lives, to a doctor making end meets. As we grow physically, our dreams shrinks proportionally. Is that what life is all about?

When i was this kid, i had no boundaries, no fear. I would believe with all my heart that i could achieve whatever i imagined. I believe so much more in myself. But i lacked the knowledge, the ability then. So i started learning, i started to, grow up. And the more i learn, the more i realize the boundaries, the fears, the limitations of my dreams. Have i really learned? Should i have learned at all?

I must say my life is not going as i have planned. Not one bit. But my directions never changed, just my destination, forwarded. Perhaps they are not meant to be, perhaps i need someone out there to remind me that i can still go there.



Maybe, just maybe, there's a better life waiting for me ahead.

Now i need 2 things. First is courage. Not those of warriors a kings. One that is deep within strong enough to propel me forward and keep me going.

True courage as they say...



Secondly, i need an opportunity, a chance to redeem myself. I know many people believe or believed in me but my flame of faith is flickering in its last breath. I need a chance to prove that this spark can burn with passion once again. Maybe its just timing, and i just need to hang on...

and be...

optimistic?

Lines

Friends. Enemies. Lovers. Opportunities. Goals. Life.



They are all sad thing. But which is sadder? To have each other side by side but never truly be together or to have one glorious meeting and part forever?

Life is full of such decisions.

Food for thought!

A time to Act!

Act, is the ultimate cure for failure. It cures hesitation. It repels fear. It creates opportunity. And most of all, it realizes dreams.

I have been procrastinating way too much last 2 weeks. After my exams, i really did nothing much productive, besides having fun! And as one by one, my unimates leave for their working lives back where they come from, the activities die down and the subtle reality sets in... I've got to move on with my life. It's sad to see that it seems everyone is moving on with theirs so fine but me, maybe its just this transition period or me over-worrying, i can't help but feel demotivated. But sad things aside, i would like to put an update on every happy memory that occured last week! =p

Well, i reckon life is more than money. Cause when you die, money will not go with you, nor will they shelter you with comforting words. All you will have left are memories and friends, and loved ones! Oh how cheesy! Anyway, this holiday, i though i would make some more crazy memories, i regret not having done more when i was younger. Besides the array of food, from exclusive japanese buffett to downright burger stands, i have quite a few. And good food always come with a queue, the longer the better! Or maybe its more of a psychological factor! =D

There are lots of firsts too! First time i go to a rockband without even knowing the band =o First time see a whale from meters away =p First time ice skating, on bondi beach ^^, walking in Sydney in the middle of the night ect! Of course, its also filled with lost of liquour, coffee, Imax 3D, cakes, chocolates and crap talks but all in all great fun! Too bad, i have no camera to capture this moments, and so seriously consider getting one!

As things settle down, i realised how time, really flies when we are having so much fun! Few days later, my results are gonna be out and i've got no more excuses putting off everything i'm suppose to do in action. Getting my TR applications donw, getting a job and well, getting a serious move-on with my life!



Time to make things happen! But more on that later!=p